Caution: Contents Under Pressure
It’s been a month, people. A really bad month. Health, work, financial, personal, you name it, it’s all falling down around me and I can’t keep up.
First, though, the good news. The urine cytology came back negative for malignant cells. I’d celebrate, but I still have to have the damn biopsy. That lovely little bit of fun is scheduled for the end of February.
Why so late? Between their schedule and my work projects, well that’s about the only time it can be done. I’m feeling pretty confident that all is well in the internal workings of Wonderland, but you know, that whole C word thing really fucks with my head. According to the lovely man who will be pulling out pieces of my bladder for further examination, it’s possible for the cytology to come back negative but still be, well, you know.
I had a major disappointment at work this week, and on top of that, I had the rug pulled out from under me as well. Between a meeting on Tuesday, a weird turn of events yesterday, and another meeting today, I’m actually pretty surprised you can’t see the tire tracks on my back from the bus I was thrown under. But hey, let’s all keep our spirits up and knock this project out!
Yeah. I got your fuckin’ team spirit right here. *middle finger* You know, there’s no “I” in team, but if you add an extra e, there is an “eat me.”
Next project on my list is at least with a team that doesn’t have unrealistic expectations. Well, sometimes they do, but when I explain to them why it’s unrealistic, they do the oddest thing. They listen to me. Strange that. *kisses their way*
Financially, well. Yeah. That’s a bit of a mess right now, but if I can just find some time to take care of two lousy things, I’ll get that squared away quickly. Please, mister, can you spare some time?
And I’m so not touching on the personal stuff right now. I’m feeling pulled from several directions and spending every day being more confused about which way I’m supposed to go. Pretty soon I think I’m just going to go completely insane, and that will solve that little issue right there.
Too bad I can’t get paid for being crazy, I’d be rich!
And now I’m off to finally move my personal sites off of my old host and put them on my new host. Uh, Sabreland? Yeah, she’s going down for a bit. Maybe that’ll be the incentive I need to finally finish installing WordPress and getting it tweaked out correctly. I’ll back up her db and hopefully be able to import it into WP when it’s up. Ha!
That’s it, that’s all. I apologize for not having my usual nonsense and goofy stuff up here, but it’s been a bit too overwhelming for me.
Peace, bitchez!