Monday? The hell is wrong with you?
Monday, February 23rd, 2009The beginning of the week is -not- supposed to make me feel like I’m dragging ass already! I want a recount, this cannot possibly be Monday. Maybe Thursday, and tomorrow is Friday. Ah, to dream.
The lovely Goddess is getting ready to start a new journey, and I am more envious than you know. The prospect of just picking up, packing up, and starting fresh has never been more appealing than it is right now. But I made a commitment to my daughter to stay right where we are until she graduates, and I intend on keeping my word.
Although… (yeah you saw that coming, didn’t you?) if I were to, say, find a job within driving distance of her father, I bet she’d take me up on it. And driving distance from her father is about 1000 miles from here. Oddly enough, right around the same area that Goddess is relocating to.
Possibilities? Perhaps. Rather interesting that I keep finding these reasons, and enticements, to return to the state I came from. I’m not especially homesick, having run from Florida as fast as I could once the opportunity presented itself. But I am… something. I don’t know what. Ready for a change of my own? Yeah, ready for a change of my own. And while I doubt that change is going to be a move back to the land of sunshine and warm breezes, it is nice to think about from time to time.
Tonight I believe I’m going to just shut the thinking machine off and curl up with my book, and later Heros, for awhile. I don’t believe a whole lot in things being “meant to be” or anything these days, but I think that when the time is right, an opportunity will arise that I won’t be able to say no to.
I won’t actively seek it for now, but I’ll certainly know it if I happen to accidentally walk into it.
Oh, and Monday? Shape up, bitch. You are making me crazy.
